Incurable

I was bruised and battered and I couldnt tell What I felt
I was unrecognizable to myself i saw my reflection in a window
I didnt know My own face Oh brother are you gonna leave me Wastin´away
I heard the voices of friends vanished and goneAt night I could hear the blood in my veinsBlack and whispering as the rain
Aint no angel gonna greet me Its just you and I my friend
The night has fallen, Im lyinawake I can feel myself fading away
So receive me brother with your faithless kiss Or will we leave each other alone like this.......

May 02,2006

My past just suddenly cropped up in front of me, leaving me stupefied, i just couldnt tell what i felt...it was little scary. I could hear the shameless laughter with which my past was mocking at me and i was helpless. The only thing i could feel was like i was fading away, my tearducts dripping blood. It was only me, who was given the choice, but i didnt make it and now, someone else made the choice, throwing me into the fathomless well of disgruntled emotions. Had been too late, to the point of dejection.
She always said - "Remember that there is nothing stable in human affairs; therefore avoid undue elation in prosperity, or undue depression in adversity “.

Haven't found a reason

I'm not a perfect person,

There's many things I wish I didn't do,

But I continue learning,

I never meant to do those things to you,

And so I have to say before I go,

That I just want you to know..........

Later on..

"Sapno se bhare naina, to neend hai na chaina........"

That says it all..