Nice day

One of the nice evenings spent with someone, after so long, is really sometimes needed. But the confusion still remains, whether the gravity has its effect on me? Whatever it is, it was all pleasant today, obviously, as I said the self flagellating part would never die in me and the dirty mind was building its own tarmac to just give it the final touch. I strongly felt I would fell or it actually may be a wise decision to just let it happen, but then it scares me that it would bruise my fragile ego by erasing away the self proclaimed tag of I-Wont-Do-This. Afraid of whats gonna be with this...