Wish I had never grown up, never would I have to burden my shoulders with so called responsibilities of life. Even if it was to be this way, I would have surely loved to get an opportunity to undo things in life with a simple Ctrl + Z. Again the same mornings have started rising putting the absurdity and fragility of life in question, when will this chasm be filled in? Is this a question, I would just keep on asking at time and time again or will really be a day full of sunshine. Now comes the human psychology or tendency to accept the self consoling way one uses to evade such devastating feelings. One has just no way except to accept it.
You get up, realize whats going on, it penetrates deep into you and perpetuates the intensity that it will worsen further. You think and think to get it done. As the day passes, this feeling slowly subsides and then comes the night bringing the solitary pleasure which you always have been wanting for and want it to never end. But soon you realize, there is again a morning tomorrow which may be as bad or more as it was today. The cycle goes round and round and round, and it will, until you rise against what you feel you should have a lot long before.....
How wonderful it would have been that if you could be insulated from the surroundings or realities of life.
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