Almost 4 down. Do you think was it worth it, have no answer to that. The first one was gone just because it was the starting, it had the immaturity and privelege of just a new one as an excuse. The second one sensed like it would be serious, but then it made me realise where I stand and then back to square one. The third one had some sense, a bit practicality, a fear, a desire but fate ill treated me. Now, its 4th one, no idea where its going, am trying to make things work, but its tough, although not impossible. Just trying to keep on trying. Seems like am gonna have a rough patch.
At times it has a devastating effect, its hard to absorb the fact that u still there, aint moving up the ladder. If at all, I can foresee, its all blurry......
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