Torn apart

Another day of disgruntled emotions in its continous effort to throw me into the fathomless depth of emotional dejection and withdrawl. Am becoming addicted to it, it wont let me go until I soak in it completely. It feels, someone needs to help me out, it has all gone deep inside my veins making me feel weak notwithstanding any more pain. I wonder what would have made someone devise a word like perseverance.....