Lose You

You are lying on a stretcher in a hospital with those oxygen mask on you and blood being injected into continuously from a bottle hung on your stretcher itself. You have the most lovable person in front of you with not so happy expression or even worse, with some tears just on the verge of rolling and you are being taken away from them, the nurse slowly pulls away the stretcher thereby increasing the distance between you and them. The door comes closer, you have a painful smile on your face, the eye contact with them is still there, with a hope that you would see them soon, although you both know that no such day is there for you now, as soon you will be short of breaths.
Which one of the them would endure more pain, the patient who gets inside on the stretcher knowing that its all over, they need to leave or the helpless person standing on the other side just watching you let go as nothing at all can be done?

The Female Gender

It is actually very strange how come God came up with this peculiar gender called Female. Not one of them can see the other one becoming a bit more happy. Take this one, there are bound to be a hell lot of problems between a lady and her mother in law or her daughter in law. None of them can lead peaceful lives, they need to bombard each other with their trite remarks through out their lives otherwise they would have a digestion problem.
And who bears the brunt, thats the man in question who is always helpless then, having no option at all because he somehow would have to maintain peace (although inevitable). And this definitely takes a toll on the family at times.
Well, people say that a woman completes a man (although this comes with a baggage of problems), nothing more to say, nothing less.

FIFA 2010

Thats a great moment and a very rare one also. All of us are sitting together watching FIFA, Arg Vs Mex going on, obviously an interesting match. Well, point is not that, its just that seldom are the times when we have been sitting together. Feels good, no one's even giving a thought of going to office tomorrow, its like we just do not care.
Thought would take a note of this moment, hence writing this and here we go, another goal by Argentina, a great one of course and everyone's applauding, jumping out of their respective places.
Well, things like this should happen too often, at least we get a chance to be together at a bit unearthly hour and that too hogging on to maggi....

WTF...

Thats a big question now, which has been bothering me every now and then. What the hell do they do at their regular meetings? Its just my personal frustration, not intended towards anyone else which really keeps me restless about this whole shebang. I mean, what on earth do they need to talk about that they cant just wait for a bloody single day.
And let alone that, calls and ongoing never ending messages, like these are not sufficient, still they need more.
I am never gonna understand this human psychology, and I hate it badly. May be they might presume I will also behave the same way, but I do not guess so, have been a part of this and it was completely okay, far from their fantasy lands.
Surely, girls are a mysterious creature and boys do fall for them for that. Oh and I am sure gonna launch an offensive for them someday because they are certainly not gonna like it...

Horrible It was..

Sitting on the terrace, just 2 of us, it was day time, may be early winter morning. Just bantering, suddenly a uproar, we ignore it initially. He was sitting on a chair looking calm. Suddenly we got the news and we were like, come on what the heck.  And what was it, that he is dead, I thought what the fuck, he is just sitting in front of me and I start playing jokes on him that people have declared you dead and clamoring about it. We both laugh a bit, but then the modest, composed look on his face gave me a dread. I was terrified, stood and walked up to him, got to his ear and asked, tell me its not true. But he gave me a small charming smile, which implicitly meant that it was true. I was taken aback. I joked thinking that, oh thats good, so may be I am the only one to feel your physical presence (or was it his soul), for rest of the world he was buried. For next 2 minutes I was in the same frame of mind, until I realized what has happened. He had left, even if I could see him, but no one else could.
I had gone blank, it all froze the very moment, what I could feel, were just tears dripping down my face and in somewhat sub conscious state, I could feel him consoling me, that at least, he will be with me forever, but unknown to the world.
Next moment, I saw my uncle coming up (who could also actually feel his posthumous state) asking to just wrap it all up, as for the rest, its the truth that he is gone. One of our friends, whom we would have spoken to just twice, thrice or may be 4-5 times in college comes up with 2 glasses of water, one taken by me and when he sees another one taken by him, and it seems to him that the glass is just hung in air with nobody holding it, he is shocked.
Thats the end. I just woke up the very next moment.

But the feel for whatever happened has not gone yet. It was just dreadful, how would it feel like when you would lose someone so valuable to you, may be the closest person in the world after your family.
I just can not pen down the feelings, what I had gone through, but when I woke up, it was like hell.
I guess the above would have been more expressive and painful had I written it in the morning itself.

Nostalgic

The word nostalgic in itself is such that it will automatically take you down the memory lane, whenever one comes across it.
Just came back from dinner, was with my office colleagues, rather friends, at our old food joint, where we have been hanging for the past 4 years. Same place, but a lot of things changed, which pains a bit, gives you a lump in the throat. You wish it would have been the same as it was years before.
We used to be a group of good 10-12 people, but today it was just 5 of us, many have left for the betterment, career etc. which is inevitable. But somehow everyone had his own importance because of which they are still missed today. Can not do anything about it, this is just the way of life, people come and retreat leaving behind memories which you keep on reminiscing.