Wait/Forget

This feeling,

looks weird at times,

sometimes nonsense,

for there is no logic at all,

yet to the heart, it makes sense.

Uncanny is all this,

tempting it is to the core,

can not be described,

what happens inside.

What you feel,

you cant tell,

but surely it is nothing less than hell.

Encircled by this dilemma,

should spill the beans or not,

but its just hard to decide,

to do or not.

Should wait or just forget,

for both are inducing pain,

in my every vein.

This mad writing,

keeps me occupied,

would you ever get it,

or its all in vain.

Have started envying you,

it looks the table has turned,

i dread if this paves way to hatred,

but would you mind,

because my hate is too much love.